holiday is coming

woor hor.next tuesday is my holiday ,i v happy n feel v ralex,but i a bit lonely.xixi.i use to it.i hope in this mouse yr i can be healthy n everything goes well,i hope i have enough money to use.i hope i can go attachment asap,i v boring.sometimes i ask myself what i finaly wan,what kind of life i wan, i dnt know .when i go working i hope i have money n no need work.when i have money no need to work i hope i can go work to spent time.why ,y tis yr everyone leave mi.i never do anything just let it go.i wan c hw bad i will be.i also hope tis yr can past v fast.i v scare.i dnt wan go work n i dnt wan be alone.i wan go back china.i wan go beijing n shanghai.i hope one day god can give mi a chance let mi stay in my hometown.i feel i v dependent.i v happy.i can adjust my whole things i can pay everthing bymyself.i can do many thing bymayself.i v pround.really.i dnt know what can i do.just hope can grangulate asap.thanks god!i love you!